hmmmmmmmm...

Sometimes, i am really opinionated and everyelse seems unable to think.
But other times (especially when the issues are personal) every option seems the same. Or at least equal.
How to describe that feeling that preferences and plans are actually just random brain events, and tomorrow it might all seem totally different. Do I want to work, earn money and live a comfortable life with a solid roof over my head, a fridge full of food, disposable income? Do I want travel, adventure, new experiences? How do you pick? How do you decide what is important to you when all options seem equally enticing and revolting?